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Instead of Sam doing her paper cus you know, that’s why she came over. She’s on my brothers laptop on tumblr clicking all loud about it. Like bitch go to sleep.
i was crying in my car in front of the mcdonalds near my house eating french fries and listening to my sad playlist in the car and a black guy tapped on my window and just gave me life changing advice “its going to be ok lil nigga you can do it”
(via guitarfingers)
I don’t express myself as much as i did before because I don’t have the time or energy did before. Today, I have been reflecting on the past events I have experienced during the past year of my life. There is so much that has been kept to myself. I have made some of the worse decisions of my life. There isn’t anything to do but to just accept it and move on. I sometimes lay down at night and wish i could take back a lot of the things I have done, but then again, you only learn from your OWN mistakes. I don’t care if I end up getting hurt, I’ll rather experience it myself thats just the person I am. I’m honestly not a tough as i used to be, I’m mad at myself for allowing myself to let a certain person in to my life and letting them be my absolute everything. I don’t know what happened to my wall? its shattered, but I’m slowly building it sturdier than ever. I’m not allowing myself to get hurt anymore. I’m done. There’s only so much someone can take. All i know is that your first love will always be a part of you. No matter what. I’m not saying it in a bad way… I’m grateful for having experienced my first love. It honestly made me realize what i want in a person and what i don’t…
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(Source: songs-about-leaving, via guitarfingers)
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